I think i have done something not good to my friends. Im not supposed to be selfish. I confronted them, they said its okay. But still i feel uneasy about this matter. I mean its really bothering me. haish. i hate this kind of feelings la. Am i selfish? Im sorry. When i sat down and think everything back again, i know i shouldn't bring up about transportation and everything since we'd promised that we'll go there together. YESSSS I KNOW IM SELFISH because i just bailed to our promise. Damn y did i do that. Aaarggh i dont want to think, i dont want to fucking think. Its get me no where but worrying about it all day and about what u guys might say behind my back regarding what i did and about my decision. Actually i do care about what people think, eventhough sometimes im not. But u guys are my best friends! I love all of u n i dont want to loose u guys because of my selfishness and my stupidity.
Dear besties im sorry for not going to do our internship together as we planned and if u guys think im selfish. i apologize because maybe i am even though u guys didn't say anything. I can really sense it. And now i dont know how to fix this. Im sorry. ;'(
