Kamu.

Kamu itu indah.

Peribadi mu menawan.

Sungguh aku tertawan.

puisi

Kau tau kenapa aku suka puisi?
sebab puisi jujur
tak macam kau.

Keliru

berkali kali terluka
orang yang sama
adakah ini cinta
ataukah gila
mungkinkah juga nafsu semata

butakah cinta
butakah aku
butakah kamu
butakah kita

cintakah aku
cintakah kamu
cintakah kita

mampukah aku
mampukah kamu
mampukah kita
melawan gelora
menidakkan rasa

keliru. itu aku.

Gulp!

Haih. sempat ke nak abiskan ni. Keep asking sempat ke tak tapi tak buat buat pun. haha. Typical me. hihihi. aihhh susahnyaaa nak focus. :(

What was it?

So what's the plan now?
So what was it to you
Were we or weren't we?
Did it come back for you?
Now there you finally see

It's already been gone too long

I shoudn't have pick up the phone
I'm asking permission to pretend
That we've moved on

Empty,
Is what you'll find in here
Empty... is you'll see,
A lot of things I've offered you

What am I to you?
Was I or wasn't I?
So what you said was true,
Did you or didnt you?

Was it love to you?

Permission by Yuna

Empty.

Tak perlu dirungkai sesuatu yang terlalu misteri.
Tak perlu dicari, sesuatu yang tak mungkin ditemui.
Tak perlu mengharap sesuatu yang tak pasti.
Tak perlu memberi jika tidak dihargai.
Tak perlu mencinta jika tidak dicintai.
Tak perlu merindu jika tak diingati.
Tak perlu menanti jika semuanya sudah terhenti.
Tak perlu merintih jika tidak didengari.
Tak perlu menagih jika tak dipeduli.
Teruskan berjalan wahai kaki.
Teruskan berdiri di kaki sendiri.
Moga dapat mengubati hati.
Walau tak mungkin terisi lagi.
Yeahh. Maybe i should just let it empty. 




-Perca perca nukilan hati pada 4.47am dikala hati sedang berduka.-

i guess this is the end.

Hmm. at this hour i should be doing my thesis. dimana masa yang ada sangatlah suntuk. tp tak boleh nak fokus. Theres too crowded at twitter nowadays. i think i just cant tweet what i really wanted to say now. i just dont know why. maybe this is the only place i can babble about anything cz i dont think ppl will read this. ehee.

basically i am so sad rite now. I just so confused. what shud i do. how shud i really feel. i cant even think. why is it so hard for him to understand. i just want him to show me that he really love me. i dont want to hear i love you. show it to me. i want to see it. for once.